Made something better, he kept it for himself.
I’m not that stupid. I just need a lot of help.




i have two moods:

1. everybody get the fuck away from me

2. someone come over and cuddle and watch movies with me

there is no in between

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Scraping the gooey dead skin off of my gauges should be on dirtiest jobs. Gloves and nose plugs required.


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Hashimoto’s Sucks

I think it’s safe to say I’ve always been somewhat “different” from everyone else. And by different, I mean totally fucking crazy. I have spent countless hours searching for explanations as to why I am the way I am and why I’ve always had more mental and physical problems than everyone else around me. I finally found the answer, and I wish I never had. I thought finding a label would help me better understand myself and get better, but instead it’s caused me to define myself in terms of a disease. I’ve begun to question who I am and view myself as an objective victim of my autoimmune disorder. And then I realized tonight that I am slowly but successfully letting it define me. And that can’t be any healthier than the mental health issues it causes in the first place. So fuck it. I’m getting treatment and changing my diet, while also pretending I don’t have it. Because if I acknowledge that my entire personality and physical characteristics are a result my thyroid, than I am letting it win. BUT maybe just maybe if I undergo the excessive multiple system treatments and surgeries and follow a strict diet, I will actually recover and get to go off of SSRIs for the first time in seven years.

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